Playing The Hand Life Gave You 

Chapter 1 

                    

I was scared and nervous about telling Kelly.

All kind of thoughts ran through my mind.

What if he didn't want the baby?  What would I do then?

I pray for strength to deal with what ever Kelly's reaction would be.

  I ask for a sign to show me what to do.  

As if out of no where kids that I had never seen in the neighborhood surrounded me, laughing and playing.  I had my answer.

"Where is that waiter." I mumbled trying to prolong this conversation. Kelly had called as soon as he got back in town and wanted to take me to dinner to celebrate his signing a multimillion dollar three record deal.

"Girl if you don't tell me what's wrong with you so we can enjoy this evening...." "I'm pregnant!" "Wow, really I tell you about the money and all of sudden you pregnant. You Hoes all the same."

"I've been trying to tell you for a couple of weeks, way before the money you ass.  I've never needed a penny from you, I thought you knew me better than that." "And I thought you were on the pill, It's cool for the media to try and figure out if I'm fucking a 16 year old you wanna give them all the evidence to label me a sex offender and ruin my career."

"I didn't make this baby alone but I'm perfectly fine raising it alone."

"Fuck you and your career." I walked away, I wanted to hit him who the fuck he think he is calling me out my name but I just walked away and didn't look back.